Bored and somewhat mentally drained, I don't know what to do. I had a dream the other night, and I thought i'd share with whomever reads this. I dreamt I was a 19th century whore. Isn't that strange? But anyways, I was a whore, and I ended up killing my pimp! And then I met up with a guy whom I fell in love with. He was about to embark on an adventure, and I had this necklace that I gave to him. The necklace was shaped as a heart, and it could keep a person from dying. It touched me in a way, because I could love a person so much, I would favor their life over my own.. Some who read this might think it's pretty lame..but i just thought it was pretty interesting.

 Oh my goodness, the weather is wonderful! I'm really enjoying the fall season. I just wish I had someone to share it with! It seems like everybody has somebody. And all I have is me. That gets boring after a while. I started writing a song on my guitar. It's still horrible, because i'm still a beginner, but i'm excited about it. I want to write some lyrics with real meaning and substance.. It's just really hard for me to write my thoughts down all poetically on a piece of paper. So, in german class we're celebrating oktoberfest. I have to cook german meatballs! I can barely cook grilled cheese let alone meatballs. Eh. I suppose I have my awesome mother to help me! One last thing to talk about before I go. Fall break! Yes. It's got me all tingly inside. 4 days to myself. Maybe i'll get a bottle of Jack and sing irish drinking songs with someone. That sounds good to me. Well. Good day.

 I'm waiting to go to earlybird for marching band. I'm beginning to enjoy it actually...Too bad it's the last one for a year! That's me...A little bit too late. Uhhh... Well, i'll add more when I get home tonight. Senior Night football game...And I might go to a party....wow..i haven't gone to a party in a while...Maybe it'll be fun. If I go..I'll probably talk about it on here. Because I'm a dork. And I do those things.

So, I still can't get over the fact that it's just so lovely outside! The sky at nighttime in fall is something that never fails to break my heart. My sister visited for the weekend, but I barely got to see her, because I went to Chicago. I hate being alone at my house sometimes.  It causes me to have random panic attacks...something I definately do not enjoy! School tomorrow..Somehow I get the feeling something good will happen..I guess i'll see.... I have a new favorite quote..."Don't be afraid, it's only your body that dies".. I love it! But, I must go now. Auf Wiedersehen!